What I'm Listening To (Part 4)

Today is Thursday, and Thursday means it’s time for me to share what I’m listening to. (The other “What I’m Listening To” posts were one week apart by coincidence, so I’m making this a weekly thing.) I’m particularly excited about the music I’m sharing today. I had to force myself to wait until today to write about it, I’ve loved it that much. So enough chit chat, put in your headphones and start headbanging!

Can we all take a moment to thank God for great drummers? This entire album is amazing, I love all of these songs, it’s perfect. That’s all I have to say for this one.

It’s okay if I admit I was up late crying to this song, right? I hope so, because it’s true, and I’m okay opening up to others so long as they’re comfortable with it too. But dang, I’ve been needing this song for a long time. And after reading the comments on this video, I can see I’m not the only one crying to this song. It’s been so long (I dare to say years) since a song made me this emotional, in a way, it’s refreshing. This song does a better job of expressing what I’ve been feeling for way too long, it’s nice to hear it coming from somewhere else other than my own mind. That being said, I think I’ll just leave the lyrics here for you to see while you listen:

Let me tell you the saddest story
Love lost, left broken and empty
Put my heart in the hands of another
Set a fire to the past and watched me burn

Somehow I guess it's better this way
Looking back, was it all just a mistake?
Thought I could live in the arms of another
But I guess I wasn't enough for her

I wanna feel the love you can't live without
The one that Johnny Cash wrote all his songs about
But I gave it all away for no return
Guess it's just another lesson that I'll never learn

I've been putting myself through your Hell
Holding on to things that don't even matter now
You found your place in the arms of another
But now I see it's just the way the Earth will turn

I wanna feel the love you can't live without
The one that Johnny Cash wrote all his songs about
But I gave it all away for no return
Guess it's just another lesson that I'll never learn
Can't seem to fill the void that lives in my chest
Thought I was what you need, but I'm just second best
I'll never give it all away again I swear
Don't even look for a heart, you'll find there's nothing there

(I can't take it back)
All the years that we spent together have come to an end
(Regret is all I had)
Not sure I would if I could do it all over again
(I can't take it back)
The memories, the pictures, I love you's will wither
(Regret is all I had)
But this is the last song I'll write about you

Forget my name
Forget my face
It was all just empty space
Deadweight; no longer part of me