Self-Reflection

Being honest with myself is one of the hardest things to do. I’d assume you’re the same way, but everyone’s different. There’s a chance I’m wrong, but is it possible you lie to yourself when you say, “No, I’m honest with myself.”? How can you know for sure? Self-reflection requires you to enter a harsh reality of fears, flaws, and fighting for what’s right. Everyone tries to keep this reality locked away and hidden, but that doesn’t mean it escapes our state of being. It comes back around from time to time. I believe your reaction to its arrival is a good indication as to whether or not you’re honest with yourself.

I go through phases when I question my potential, my passions and strengths. Times like these are never enjoyable - they’re emotionally draining and frankly, they suck. However, I’m thankful they happen because each time I gain a bit of insight about myself and my surroundings. Phases of questioning force you to act on what you know, not what you feel - this is where honesty comes into play and this is where my struggle mainly exists.

I hate to admit that distinguishing between fact and feeling has long been a struggle of mine when it comes to my personality. (Not so much in other areas.) But here’s what I know: self-reflection alone may bring more confusion, but analyzing my actions is a strength. Being honest with myself is more than just asking questions, but testing my answers in real situations. I wish it was the other way around but part of developing as a person is accepting who you are naturally, deciding weaknesses and strengths, then moving on from there.