Every single night. This happens every, single, night. “What should I write about?” “I don’t know what to write about!” Although, lately it’s been a bit easier to come up with ideas. For example, I had a job interview - great opportunity for a blog post! Or my weekly post on Thursdays where I share what music I’m listening to - great! A special day for me was the 26th of September - awesome, I'll write about that!
But wow, sometimes my mind is just too busy to find a solid idea. Sometimes, I’m just too scatterbrained to focus on only one thought. Although that can be frustrating, I want to learn from this. Maybe my mind is in too many places to create a blog post that can give others some technical advice or applicable value, but my stubbornness will lead me to writing something anyways. So I'll keep this in mind: if I’m not writing to share something I learned, or something I’ve recently experienced, then it may as well become a small victory moment for me. At least, that’s how I view it.
Today was a very long day with lots of ups and downs. It was hard to focus, I struggled to stay on top of everything, but I learned some things about myself, and I’ll consider sharing these with you to be the first step in the right direction. I’ve got to learn to A) express my feelings, B) learn to trust my friends and open up to them, and C) stop running from problems and start solving them.
That’s what I learned today! The hardest part will be following through with this, and it may take a while before I can become comfortable with doing these things, but for a long time I put these things off. As far as taking action goes, I think being more intentional with my friendships will benefit me, but I also want to practice reaching out to people I don’t know very well yet. The same principles I apply to other aspects of my life apply here too, I just need to connect the dots.